anyway I haven't been writing in the 'eat shit' textbox of late. most of my bile has been steadfastly poured into that other shit, which incedentally should load much faster cuz I installed the zend php optimization engine thing just this very motherfucking afternoon, yessir.

I have no idea what I was getting at when I started this entry. oh yeah now I do. last night I had dreams. I can't remember them whatsoever except for a vague filmy recollection that there were girls in them. yup. can't beat that. except for the fact that when I wake up from these dreams, no matter how trancendant the content, I have to deal with the fact that I just slept on a hardwood floor. my neck is so abominably stiff these days that I can't even invoke an adequate metaphor for the stiffness here and now (i.e. as stiff 'as a board', or what have you) that would really cover it. it's like that.

whatever I get paid (in theory) tomorrow, at which point I will buy a bed, you watch. yep.

the new boards of canada is ill. I obtained it illegally but I will in fact buy it fo'real when it comes out stateside to show love.

I ate 'zippy dogs' and a 'zippy burger' this afternoon for lunch.

this entry is superfuckingdisjointed.

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